The harder I try not to think
The deeper in my head I start to sink
Insanity is on the brink
Won't you pour me one more drink?
I look in the mirror and I see someone else
It's been so long since I've felt like myself
Sleep is the only time that I feel at ease
Why oh why won't this anxiety cease?
When I was a kid I couldn't wait to grow up
Now I'm in my twenties and I'm feeling stuck
I didn't appreciate the things that I had
They're gone for good and they'll never come back
from Lilac Daze
released October 14, 2016