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Sedated

by Lilac Daze

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when I hear those few words it paints an image in my head of the past and the present my rationale shatters like glass thoughts go racing around my head I don't know who to root for I hope they all just run their course run away and disappear i've fallen through a trap door in my mind which houses all my insecurities well I know that you aren't serious but if feels like you're so serious i'm seriously sick of all this serious mentality I used to think all humans were inherently good every time i'm wrong someone proves me right what's the riddle to this? I think i'm too serious
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change of pace I need it more than you think hopeless. I start to sink sleep in. i'm late again fountain and medicine from sunrise to sunset this is getting old I want to gouge out my eyes when I look toward the future
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Life Scout 01:12
Another day get out of bed Storm and clouds looming overhead My bodies aching and I'm filled with dread I think I'm gonna go back to bed My mind is an island and I'm lost at sea S.O.S. please rescue me How many times will I make this mistake? How much longer before my body breaks? When your tunnel's running out of light and your future's not looking bright There's always tomorrow to make things right You can't give up without a fight !
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Kathleen 02:23
I remember in the morning You would wake me up I would make you breakfast Then we'd go back to bed The summer sun Coming through your bedroom door Time was endless Then you left us Why can't I cry Why did you die I wish I could've been there Holding you tightly With your little body nicely Fitting into my arms
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I think I found out who I am today a self-critic with too much to say I was laying on the bathroom floor confessing my mistakes to a porcelain god i'm tired of asking for second chances so much focus on forgiving myself she said "just go to bed" I guess I should learn to take advice one day
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Knives 02:12
Space in my chest Art class Don't give me your hat as I walk home In the cold 'Cause I hate you Baggy t-shirt on Leave fast Don't call me a kid as I walk home On the phone 'Cause I hate you Now that you're gone I can move on At age 15 innocence lost Stab me again it won't be as bad Memories of you are knives of the past I hate you

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released July 8, 2014

Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered at Precocious Studio by Pablo Cabrera
Released by Black Numbers

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